ich bin nicht tot.

i am not dead, contrary to popular belief. rather, i am lazy.. buts whats the difference, eh? currently, i am taking a break from writing a paper about immigration in the european union.. interesting sometimes, boring at other times...

wow, i dont even know what to say, i feel like so much has been going on in my life recently.. summed up it could be something to the effect of the following::

vienna
prague
grilling on terraces
espresso
new friends
germish
the salzach river
school work
teasing weather
manicured gardens
disco
lots of walking
my bike
amazing müsli
pastries
london
berlin
dublin
belfast
old friends
live shows
recorded shows (fm 4!)
high places looking out at pretty places
dodging polaroid snaps
funfunfun
realizing i am young
loving being young
being sad to leave


that definitely doesnt wholly describe my life for the past couple of months, but its pretty dang close...
i am having the hardest time actually doing any sort of work because all i really want to do is spend as much time as possible with my friends here.. its really strange, because its quite similar to the end of last semester.. a bit 'anstringent'.. i dont know if thats actually how thats spelled, but it's close enough.. means exhausting- but sounds better.

basically, i feel like i have learned so much about life and love in the past few months. also, recently i have been realizing the importance of self motivated learning.. not in an academic sense, but more in a cultural sense..

i should post pictures.. but i only use film.. and film is ridiculous expensive to develope..

my brain is a bit numb right now from looking at my research notes.. i cant seem to get my head on straight.. its realls so incredibly frustrating.

i guess i will end.. but just because i cant properly think.